Disappointment

Today is disappointing.Defined as failing to fulfill the expectations or wishes of, it seems the perfect word. I drove with my husband and kids through the night to attend a doctor's appointment in Houston. I had pinned a lot of hopes and frustrations on this appointment. I don't talk about it much but my health has taken a rough turn as of late. I lose feeling in my left foot and leg and occasionally, my right. My legs ache and I get so tired.  So I needed this appointment and two hours ago, they called to cancel. next available appointment is in four weeks.So I am disappointed. Not much more to say except maybe frustrated.But the reality is things could be worse. I know that is a cliche phrase but it is often what I live by. In fact, those who know me IRL often hear me say, "It's not cancer" and it's not. My children are happy and healthy. My husband loves me. And I don't have cancer.Yet today I am disappointed. Sorry. That is all.